Okay, I really promise not to always write too much about being pregnant and all that jazz. It's just that this is like a journal to me and the whole having a human growing inside of me thing is new to me and well, sort of (well REALLY) a big deal! So I just need to talk about it for a sec. Little Bun is probably just getting bigger and bigger and so it's presence is being felt more and more each day. And let me tell you, it's so fun! It's so COOL to know that the little flicking I feel inside and little movements here and there and the sort of weird-make-me-uncomfortable dancing on my bladder are all made by MY KID. Yes folks, MY KID! 1/2 of Heather + 1/2 of Ryan= BUN IN THE OVEN! And I get to feel it all first! And I get to (kind of) know what's going on in there first! I feel so honored and privileged, even though this pregnancy isn't always all the fun I thought it was going to be. It totally makes it worth it though when I get to feel the little thing. I do have to say though, that I can't wait for Ryan to feel it too. Especially when it's kicking him in the back when we're trying to sleep at night! Ha, ha! I just can't wait to see it and hold it and love it (which I already do of course) and kiss it's cute little baby cheeks!!! And, I know whole heartedly that it's going to be THE CUTEST BABY ON EARTH!!! Seriously... :)

Anyway... that's all. We're going to see Nickel Creek and Béla Fleck tomorrow night at the Fox. That should be awesome, and it's a date... just me and my love! Excited about that! And then we are helping Ryan's parents with their 40th High School reunion on Saturday night. So it should be an eventful weekend!

(Do you think that's real?)

I have a super cool Uncle who has run 10,000 miles!

I found this entry on my cousin Ann's blog yesterday. And wanted to also give a shout out to my Uncle Mark who is a remarkable man, on a few different levels! And that even though he had a heart attack last year despite his healthy nature, he was up and moving in no time and didn't let that stop him! He's 61 and still runs every day. He said that he and 16 others who all had heart histories teamed up to run the Marathon Relay in Akron, OH. Go Uncle Mark!
From http://www.akronmarathon.org/news-and-press.asp?action=news&id=141:
The “Cardiac Athletes” team represents the internet support group started by Lars Andrews, a cardiac physiologist in Portsmouth, United Kingdom (www.cardiacathletes.org). Andrews’ call for stories of athletes overcoming heart-related health issues was heard by New Yorker Dave Tuttle, 54, who took up marathon running after heavy smoking led to quadruple bypass at age 46. Tuttle’s teammate in the Road Runner Akron Marathon relay is Mark Collier from Gilbert, S.C. Collier, 61, almost died from cardiac arrest in September 2006 from an irregular heart rhythm known as Long QT Syndrome. Collier has set his training so that he will run his 10,000th running mile upon completion of the Akron Marathon, just 370 days after his initial cardiac arrest.

Running his 10,000th mile!

(what's even cooler is that he was just made the sealer in the South Carolina temple too!)

Well, we had a pretty good and somewhat non-eventful weekend. We went to a corn maze just north of where we live with some friends. We drove up with Michael and Lori and then ate dinner and then met Dylan and her fiance Sean and his brother and friend. We got there pretty late so we didn't get to go through all three mazes or ride the hay ride, but we got through at least two- and one was haunted. Ryan and I mostly laughed at the others getting scared, we only got scared once by a guy who was following us REALLY close with one of those "Scream" masks on. We also bought the punkin (yes punkin) that we wanted to get and it's perfect and sitting on our doorstep! It was a lot of fun and I think we're going to try and go again before Halloween.
We also got some painting done in the family room and hallway (which means there are just two walls left to do- anyone want to help?), watched conference or listened to it, got a glider rocking chair from Ryan's sister (thank you Kelly!), rested, ran some errands... and that's about it. Pretty low key if you ask me. But it was good to just relax. The next few weeks of the month are looking to be pretty busy!
Been feeling little B.S. moving more and more, and either my work pants today just haven't stretched out from the wash yet or they're getting tighter! I guess it's time to break down and get some work clothes. I'm personally on the count down for the big ultrasound in let's see, 2 weeks and 2 days! Wuhoo! I still wish I had more energy then I do, and I also wish standing up wasn't so painful with all the internal stretching those tummy ligaments are doing. But all in all I feel pretty good most days.

stuff

- it's been gloomy for three days straight with LITTLE rain, and if you can believe it, Georgia is in a drought and needs it. So I say to the clouds- quit looking so gray and just rain already! Like REALLY rain!
-the leaves are FINALLY starting to change! Those trees with the bright yellow leaves are my little rays of sunshine on these gloomy days. (and Ryan and Ally too)
-acorns keep falling from the trees above our house onto the roof and scaring the crap out of me in the middle of the night!
-we finally got a plumber out to the house this week after having leaking from what turns out to be our water heater for close to two months or more (luckily in the garage). Apparently we get the award for the oldest water heater the plumber has ever seen, 27 years old! Go us! (oh and yes, we did replace it with a shiny brand new one!)
-we're going to a corn maze tonight if it still doesn't decide to rain, and I'm pretty excited about it. I'm hoping to get a pumpkin from the patch they have there to put on the front porch!
-I'm excited for conference this weekend, especially interested in seeing who has been called to replace our beloved Pres. Faust.
-I've had a twitch just to the right of my nose below my eye for two days, it's really driving me buggy.
-my sister is coming to visit in three weeks! And she's coming to the doc with us to see what the baby is! I'm pretty excited to have a family member there with us, especially since mine is all on the west coast.
-this is just how pregnant I am, I'm eating Yoplait Thick & Creamy Mixed Berry yogurt with Garden Salsa Sunchips. No, I'm not dipping the chips in the yogurt. I'm just alternating between the two. Look, I'm hungry.

Heather tortures Ally every morning. Here is proof....

The Bun in the Oven

So this morning I had to lay on my stomach to stretch out my back while in bed, and while doing this felt the baby kick or punch or something. That was exciting because I'm feeling Bun more and more. But now that I'm at work- holy cow I can feeling it just moving around a ton! It must've REALLY liked those Apple Jacks I had for breakfast this morning! It's quite the incredible feeling! It's been making me smile with a cheesy grin all morning!

My husband ROCKS

So we've had this house since January, and we've gotten some painting and fixing up done- but have had to do it a little at a time for monetary purposes. Ryan worked some overtime for the big boss and they gave him an extra $200 so we decided to use it to buy paint for our biggest problem room, the family room and entry way. It's been long overdue... the room was partially mustard and partially WHITE, so it's nice to see the light at the end of the tunnel. We still have a large portion of the room to finish but Ryan got a good start on it all! We'll need some recruits for the rest. But it looks so good so far! I wish I could help more... but uh, I think I have a pretty good excuse! I picked the colors though... so I guess I kind of helped!

Fire place wall, our "accent" wall.

The Entry Way

We used the accent color on the wall the door is on too.

bird

Ryan here. I chased an ugly bird the other day.

Ryan out!

B.S. is doing just fine...

We went to our 16 week appointment today. We got to hear our baby's cute little heartbeat which was about 140-something BPM (I suck for not remembering the exact number), and he measured me... but he didn't tell me that part. Everything seems fine and normal and our next apt is October 25th! Wait, Oct 25th?! That's like a whole stinkin' 5 WEEKS AWAY! BOOOOOO! 5 weeks feels like a universe away... And I have to admit, both Ryan and I were slightly to extremely disappointed that we didn't get to see little B.S. today. Which I'm not really sure why I expected to be able to in the first place when last time we went he told us we'd have to wait until the NEXT time after this apt. I guess I got to reading too much online and got my hopes up even though I know that even though it IS possible to see what the gender is at this stage- it's just not too common to find out now. So I got myself (and Ryan) all worked up for nothing. But in the end, all I really care about knowing is that the little one is first of all alive, has a good steady heart rate and is growing- which it totally is! I haven't gained any weight back since I lost the 10lbs in my first trimester, but I am sure getting bigger. And I have felt it moving which is fun! Not a lot yet- but it sure didn't like getting poked today by the little machine thing the doc used to listen to it's heart! It kicked or something right when he was poking me! It was cute! It's a really cool and unusual feeling.

Oh and I don't know about all you other prego people out there in Blogland, that have this wonderful symptom, but my nose has been stuffy! Not having a cold or allergies stuffy, just stuffy. And it's ANNOYING. Everyone at work thinks I'm sick or something.

Okay, enough baby talk...Heather OUT.

Reasons To Love Ally

She's DANG cute...

She's entertaining.

(I HATE my laugh in this... just ignore it...or pay attention to it since I brought attention to it just now...crap...)

And she is a little snuggle bear.

What's not to love?! She's a fun friend to have around. Can't wait to see how she and the baby will get along.

Our Pregnant Bellies
from the top of the falls Silly Kids Ryan & Ashley
We went to Amicalola Falls State Park today with our Ashley and well, the hike up to the falls was just too much for all of us for a number of reasons, but let's just say it was too late in the day. So we found the road that you can actually DRIVE to the top of the falls, duh... so we just did that instead and spared ourselves the 600 and something stairs! It was sure beautiful though and relaxing to be in the nature.
Then on the way home in the middle of the country we stopped at THE CUTEST pumpkin patch (Burt's Pumpkin Farm) and walked around! I loved it! I decided right there and then that was going to be a tradition with the Smith Family. A trip to the falls and then to the pumpkin patch to get a couple of pumpkins and other goodies they have there. They even had hay rides and tractors and it was just fun. I've always wanted to go to a pumpkin patch like this so it was WAY exciting to find one! They had GINORMOUS ones and little itty bitty ones, white ones, gourds, pumpkin bread, popcorn, apple cider- it was just fun! We were there a little too early to get a pumpkin yet- but maybe we can go back. Again, I just sure do love the Fall! It really was a fun day. And it gave me more reasons to love Georgia!

I got this lucky shot...

Atlanta Georgia Temple

Piedmont Park, The City, Ryan and Michael and Lori

I'm a Sleepy Bear

Why is it that almost every time I tell someone that right now I need AT LEAST 10 hours or more sleep, they're surprised? I'm pregnant for Pete's sake! I'm working, eating, sleeping and moving for 2! And not only that, but the little one is constantly growing and needing nutrients and health even more than I do! The reason why I'm so tired TODAY is because last night we went with Michael and Lori to Piedmont Park, which for those of you not familiar, is a really cool park smack dab in the middle of downtown Atlanta that has baseball fields, dog parks, fishing, grilling and playgrounds, and lots of green space among lots of other amenities. We went to Improv in the Park and got our blankets out and enjoyed the WONDERFUL cool night air. However, it didn't start until 8 and we didn't get home until 11pm. And although it was worth it and LOTS of fun, 11pm is about 2-2 1/2 hours past my bedtime! And on top of that I was already pretty exhausted yesterday from not sleeping so great the night before. My sciatic nerve is not my friend right now.

I'll post some pictures tonight. I don't have many- but I've got a cool video of the city skyline and moon.

I liked today's LDS Gem

"[The Lord's] sweet assurance . . . can guide you and me--in our time, in our day, in our lives. Of course, we will face fear, experience ridicule, and meet opposition. Let us have the courage to defy the consensus, the courage to stand for principle. Courage, not compromise, brings the smile of God's approval. Courage becomes a living and an attractive virtue when it is regarded not only as a willingness to die manfully, but also as a determination to live decently.
A moral coward is one who is afraid to do what he thinks is right because others will disapprove or laugh. Remember that all men have their fears, but those who face their fears with dignity have courage as well."

(Thomas S. Monson, "The Call for Courage," Ensign, May 2004, 55-56)

okay, so I read this one wrong the first time and got 0%! yikes! it's fun though, it only took me one more try to get it... once I really read the directions!
http://www.njagyouth.org/colortest.htm

Oh What a Beautiful Morning!

Oh what a beautiful day! Seriously, yesterday and today have been BEAUTIFUL days! There's a perfect breeze, the temperature is nice and cool but not too cold, the sky is blue with out any humidity in the air. I LOVE the Fall, despite Ryan's uncanny dislike for this time of year. Mostly because that means his days of working out in the cold are coming... which I understand. But I still love when the weather becomes bearable again and the leaves start to change and the breezes are so pleasant. I love the different holidays that the Fall ushers in, it's like a lead into the fun times! But I already discussed this last year. This year my goals are to go to a corn maze, for us to carve pumpkins, to get some Halloween decorations, hopefully pull off our surprise Halloween costumes, do some outside activities like campfires or camping in general. Things like that.

The weather has given me a renewed sense of energy... I guess being in my second trimester helps too. So I made homemade cookies today! Don'tchya wish ya had sooooooommmmmmeeee?????

I took the recipe from Better Homes and Gardens cookbook and just took out the shortening part (mostly because I don't have any, but think it's too much) and they turn out perfect! YUM!

It's official

I have ANOTHER headache. See the thing is- I am not a stranger to headaches, and bad ones at that. Before I got pregnant- I had them FREQUENTLY, and by frequently I mean like 2 or 3 times (or more) a week. BUT I guess Heavenly Father was graciously sparing me from this constancy in my life through my first trimester because I never really experienced one of my "bad" headaches then. But Monday and again today, I've had "one of those headaches". The kind that feel like they could turn into a migraine at any time? Yeah, "one of those". I think it could be either how I'm sleeping or my pillow situation. Or lack of sleep... or just being pregnant! Or it could be that I've had too much sugar today and not enough water too. It sucks though, because honestly Tylenol does NOTHING for my headaches. Heck, 4 ibuprofen barely touched them when I wasn't pregnant. So I basically just have to deal with the pain. I broke down and took the advise of many comments on pregnant friend's blogs made by mothers who bought body pillows to sleep with during their pregnancies. I bought the most unobtrusive one as to not kick my hubby out of bed. It's a little strange looking and hope I understand how to use it correctly, but I am pretty excited about it and hope it will help lessen the headache situation! Or at least help me sleep more comfortably, especially as the pregnancy progresses! Should ship pretty soon!

Other than that- I have been feeling a lot more energy in general. Although it comes in spurts. I haven't been as nauseous, the last time I threw up was almost two weeks ago- so that's promising. Although I'm not counting on it never happening again. I've been craving pickles. I've been feeling the need to munch all the time. I feel hungry A LOT. I still can't eat a lot in one sitting though. I do get full really quick. My next doc's appt is in two weeks and I'm anxious to see where my weight is at and if we'll get to hear the baby again. My pants are getting tighter and I'm getting more and more self conscious because I honestly think people can't tell if I've just gained more weight or if I really am pregnant. I feel the expanding and Ryan notices it too. But he seems much more excited about it than I am right now! I'll be more excited when you can really tell! I also really just can't wait until I can feel the baby and I am super excited to find out what it is which wont be happening for another 6 or 7 weeks, sad. I guess that's not that long considering how quickly the last three months have gone. Okay, that's all for now. I hope not all of my blogs feel like prego postings.

It's very unusual for me to remember what I was doing EXACTLY one year ago to the date let alone 6 years. But for the obvious reason of this being the "anniversary" of 9/11/01, I wanted to document what I was doing and how it affected me.
At the time I didn't have my own car, and my friend Ryan W. had lent me his Jeep to drive home to my dive of a basement apt in Orem, UT the night prior. I had to go pick him up pretty early in the morning so I could take him to work and on the way there was listening to 107.5 The End (which no longer exists) with Chunga and Mister (who do still exist) when Chunga announced that a plane had crashed into one of the World Trade Center buildings in New York City. I, of course, did not believe him, because he's a joker and can never be taken seriously. I just thought it was one of his stories that he told. They cut to music and I merrily went on my way to Lehi, enjoying the fresh morning air blowing through the open Jeep with no top or doors on.
I got to Ryan's house and as I approached the top of the stairs to his family room, he said "get up here, did you hear about this?" and right then we watched on the news the second plane fly into the second Trade Center tower. I couldn't believe my eyes! I thought this had to be a mistake! What was wrong with the pilot?! Did they miss the airport and not notice a large building in front of them? I was confused; heart broke for all of the people on the plane, and for all of the people who had just arrived to work for the day. I called my mom in Logan to see if she had heard, and neither she nor my dad knew anything about it. I told them to quickly turn the news on and hung up.
I don't remember what happened for the space of the next couple hours until I got to work at Fotogenix in the mall and had to go into my darkroom to start the up the machines so the chemicals could warm up enough for me to start the responsibility of printing the portraits I was in charge of. My job was easy, but being in the dark all day and that particular day listening to the radio and sad stories and speculations of what happened and why- not only in NYC but in Pennsylvania and at the Pentagon, was depressing me more than usual. I had to leave, I couldn't be there alone in the dark anymore. I remember leaving work early with out getting in trouble- and I think it was because basically the whole mall shut down on that horrible day. I remember going straight home and I literally sat on the floor (mostly because we had no where to sit at our apt) and watched and recorded the news for the rest of the day.
I listened to the stories of the men on one of the planes who tried to fight to survive knowing that they were putting their lives at risk but were willing to do so to save their fellow passengers. I listened to the wives of some of the passengers who talked about getting phone calls and hearing their last goodbye and "I love you" from their beloved husbands knowing they'd never see them again. I was so saddened by the people that were forced to jump out of the building and wondered what compelled them to take that action, and also wondered what I would do given the circumstance. I was saddened for the people who didn't know if their lost ones had made it or not, I was saddened for the people who had to walk and walk to find somewhere to get medical treatment, I was saddened for the people who had to give those people medical attention in such horrid circumstances. All of them, in my mind, were heroes to me. I couldn't and still can't imagine having to go through such a grim and frightening ordeal.
I don't know that I'll never forget that day- not only because of the severity of the attacks but because of how real it made life seem all of a sudden and how unsafe I felt for a moment in time in my own country. I cried a lot that day, overwhelmed by the sadness and destruction. I'd never experienced such an awareness of people who weren't in my own little world and my bubble.
I think today I'm affected by it because I'm now married and have a little one on the way- and the thought of losing my husband makes me so deeply saddened. The thought of losing ANY of my loved ones makes me feel so somber.
I can’t imagine how difficult it is for those who were directly affected by that day, because I know that it wasn't just one day. I know that day will go on and be relived forever. And I pray for comfort in those people's lives. I know that even though I sat and watched it all happened on the television and wasn't actually there, that it had a huge impact on my life. I was and am so grateful that I was safe and that no one I knew had been hurt or killed.

Am I the Only One...

that would be PERFECTLY fine if in the Cheddar Chex Mix they only had the corn chexes in it? I mean, I'll eat the wheat ones and the pretzels- but I usually eat all the corn ones first (IF I have my own bag. Because after all, dad always told us "no picking!"). The crunch is just right (much different from the wheat crunch) and the combination of flavor is just like a little bit of heaven to me! They're just so yummy with that powdered cheddar on them! In order of importance; CORN chex, wheat and then pretzels and I hardly (if ever) eat the Cheese crackers in there. They're just not the right taste of cheddar to go with the glorious little corn guys- they ruin it for me. I know, I'm a nerd- but I've thought this every time I eat it... and yes, I keep eating it because it's so dang good! Anyone agree? Disagree?