Oh What a Beautiful Morning!

Oh what a beautiful day! Seriously, yesterday and today have been BEAUTIFUL days! There's a perfect breeze, the temperature is nice and cool but not too cold, the sky is blue with out any humidity in the air. I LOVE the Fall, despite Ryan's uncanny dislike for this time of year. Mostly because that means his days of working out in the cold are coming... which I understand. But I still love when the weather becomes bearable again and the leaves start to change and the breezes are so pleasant. I love the different holidays that the Fall ushers in, it's like a lead into the fun times! But I already discussed this last year. This year my goals are to go to a corn maze, for us to carve pumpkins, to get some Halloween decorations, hopefully pull off our surprise Halloween costumes, do some outside activities like campfires or camping in general. Things like that.

The weather has given me a renewed sense of energy... I guess being in my second trimester helps too. So I made homemade cookies today! Don'tchya wish ya had sooooooommmmmmeeee?????

I took the recipe from Better Homes and Gardens cookbook and just took out the shortening part (mostly because I don't have any, but think it's too much) and they turn out perfect! YUM!

It's official

I have ANOTHER headache. See the thing is- I am not a stranger to headaches, and bad ones at that. Before I got pregnant- I had them FREQUENTLY, and by frequently I mean like 2 or 3 times (or more) a week. BUT I guess Heavenly Father was graciously sparing me from this constancy in my life through my first trimester because I never really experienced one of my "bad" headaches then. But Monday and again today, I've had "one of those headaches". The kind that feel like they could turn into a migraine at any time? Yeah, "one of those". I think it could be either how I'm sleeping or my pillow situation. Or lack of sleep... or just being pregnant! Or it could be that I've had too much sugar today and not enough water too. It sucks though, because honestly Tylenol does NOTHING for my headaches. Heck, 4 ibuprofen barely touched them when I wasn't pregnant. So I basically just have to deal with the pain. I broke down and took the advise of many comments on pregnant friend's blogs made by mothers who bought body pillows to sleep with during their pregnancies. I bought the most unobtrusive one as to not kick my hubby out of bed. It's a little strange looking and hope I understand how to use it correctly, but I am pretty excited about it and hope it will help lessen the headache situation! Or at least help me sleep more comfortably, especially as the pregnancy progresses! Should ship pretty soon!

Other than that- I have been feeling a lot more energy in general. Although it comes in spurts. I haven't been as nauseous, the last time I threw up was almost two weeks ago- so that's promising. Although I'm not counting on it never happening again. I've been craving pickles. I've been feeling the need to munch all the time. I feel hungry A LOT. I still can't eat a lot in one sitting though. I do get full really quick. My next doc's appt is in two weeks and I'm anxious to see where my weight is at and if we'll get to hear the baby again. My pants are getting tighter and I'm getting more and more self conscious because I honestly think people can't tell if I've just gained more weight or if I really am pregnant. I feel the expanding and Ryan notices it too. But he seems much more excited about it than I am right now! I'll be more excited when you can really tell! I also really just can't wait until I can feel the baby and I am super excited to find out what it is which wont be happening for another 6 or 7 weeks, sad. I guess that's not that long considering how quickly the last three months have gone. Okay, that's all for now. I hope not all of my blogs feel like prego postings.

It's very unusual for me to remember what I was doing EXACTLY one year ago to the date let alone 6 years. But for the obvious reason of this being the "anniversary" of 9/11/01, I wanted to document what I was doing and how it affected me.
At the time I didn't have my own car, and my friend Ryan W. had lent me his Jeep to drive home to my dive of a basement apt in Orem, UT the night prior. I had to go pick him up pretty early in the morning so I could take him to work and on the way there was listening to 107.5 The End (which no longer exists) with Chunga and Mister (who do still exist) when Chunga announced that a plane had crashed into one of the World Trade Center buildings in New York City. I, of course, did not believe him, because he's a joker and can never be taken seriously. I just thought it was one of his stories that he told. They cut to music and I merrily went on my way to Lehi, enjoying the fresh morning air blowing through the open Jeep with no top or doors on.
I got to Ryan's house and as I approached the top of the stairs to his family room, he said "get up here, did you hear about this?" and right then we watched on the news the second plane fly into the second Trade Center tower. I couldn't believe my eyes! I thought this had to be a mistake! What was wrong with the pilot?! Did they miss the airport and not notice a large building in front of them? I was confused; heart broke for all of the people on the plane, and for all of the people who had just arrived to work for the day. I called my mom in Logan to see if she had heard, and neither she nor my dad knew anything about it. I told them to quickly turn the news on and hung up.
I don't remember what happened for the space of the next couple hours until I got to work at Fotogenix in the mall and had to go into my darkroom to start the up the machines so the chemicals could warm up enough for me to start the responsibility of printing the portraits I was in charge of. My job was easy, but being in the dark all day and that particular day listening to the radio and sad stories and speculations of what happened and why- not only in NYC but in Pennsylvania and at the Pentagon, was depressing me more than usual. I had to leave, I couldn't be there alone in the dark anymore. I remember leaving work early with out getting in trouble- and I think it was because basically the whole mall shut down on that horrible day. I remember going straight home and I literally sat on the floor (mostly because we had no where to sit at our apt) and watched and recorded the news for the rest of the day.
I listened to the stories of the men on one of the planes who tried to fight to survive knowing that they were putting their lives at risk but were willing to do so to save their fellow passengers. I listened to the wives of some of the passengers who talked about getting phone calls and hearing their last goodbye and "I love you" from their beloved husbands knowing they'd never see them again. I was so saddened by the people that were forced to jump out of the building and wondered what compelled them to take that action, and also wondered what I would do given the circumstance. I was saddened for the people who didn't know if their lost ones had made it or not, I was saddened for the people who had to walk and walk to find somewhere to get medical treatment, I was saddened for the people who had to give those people medical attention in such horrid circumstances. All of them, in my mind, were heroes to me. I couldn't and still can't imagine having to go through such a grim and frightening ordeal.
I don't know that I'll never forget that day- not only because of the severity of the attacks but because of how real it made life seem all of a sudden and how unsafe I felt for a moment in time in my own country. I cried a lot that day, overwhelmed by the sadness and destruction. I'd never experienced such an awareness of people who weren't in my own little world and my bubble.
I think today I'm affected by it because I'm now married and have a little one on the way- and the thought of losing my husband makes me so deeply saddened. The thought of losing ANY of my loved ones makes me feel so somber.
I can’t imagine how difficult it is for those who were directly affected by that day, because I know that it wasn't just one day. I know that day will go on and be relived forever. And I pray for comfort in those people's lives. I know that even though I sat and watched it all happened on the television and wasn't actually there, that it had a huge impact on my life. I was and am so grateful that I was safe and that no one I knew had been hurt or killed.

Am I the Only One...

that would be PERFECTLY fine if in the Cheddar Chex Mix they only had the corn chexes in it? I mean, I'll eat the wheat ones and the pretzels- but I usually eat all the corn ones first (IF I have my own bag. Because after all, dad always told us "no picking!"). The crunch is just right (much different from the wheat crunch) and the combination of flavor is just like a little bit of heaven to me! They're just so yummy with that powdered cheddar on them! In order of importance; CORN chex, wheat and then pretzels and I hardly (if ever) eat the Cheese crackers in there. They're just not the right taste of cheddar to go with the glorious little corn guys- they ruin it for me. I know, I'm a nerd- but I've thought this every time I eat it... and yes, I keep eating it because it's so dang good! Anyone agree? Disagree?

I'm a big fan of pedicures anyway. But in my opinion, it should be a MUST for a pregnant lady to get a pedicure. Whether or not it's "professional" doesn't matter. I do however, believe that a foot rub should be involved as well as a leg rub. And a massaging chair is always a bonus. For me, it's going to be a necessity as much as I can to get one... because wow, happy is what mine made me!

Sponge Bob lives in Bikini Bottom...

That's what Seth kept telling us all weekend! He's a way cute kid! (No people or children were harmed while taking this picture of Seth holding a knife aimed at ME!)

We had a really good time in Florida. The drive down didn't seem too bad once we made it through the unnecessary but not surprising traffic in Atlanta. The drive is really actually pretty, especially the horse farms that we drove by. And the sunset was awesome with some really beautiful clouds. We actually made pretty good time and got there before 10:30pm. Saturday we had fun going to Brent and Jill's property they're doing a housing development on, and the boys rode 4 wheelers while the girls sat in the cool air conditioned office chatting away. The view was great too because it's right on the Indian River and they've built a lovely little deck out back over looking it and the palm and oak trees with the Spanish Moss hanging from them. Jill also picked a star fruit and cut it up- I didn't eat it because she said they're better cold, but next time I'll try one. Regardless, they're a very pretty and interesting fruit- so I took a picture! That afternoon we just hung out and took it easy and tried to cool down from being out in the heat. Also Ryan had to recover from his little "accident" his wife wasn't very happy about on the 4 wheeler. I wont go into details other than he's fine thank goodness. We planned on going to Sunset Waterfront Bar and Grill but it was too rainy that night, so therefore the wait was horrible- so Jill and Brent treated us to a very fancy meal at a very fancy restaurant. I felt completely under dressed and was worried that we'd not find anything to eat there, but we had fun and the food was great and we even got some entertainment by a lady who seemed a little overly dramatic about her food, when it came and how it was cooked. I mean, it was to the point of head in her hands funny! She was pretty upset about having to send back her salad twice. Anyway- it was a nice dinner out and Sunday we woke up to Brent making pancakes and we quickly got ready for church. After Church we basically just chilled out and napped and played and watched the tube for the rest of the night. We planned on going for a walk on the beach, but stormy weather prevented us from doing that. Monday we woke up and Ryan and I went to Ron Jon's Surf Shop and then went to Cocoa Beach and played in the water. There was a surfing competition going on, but not many waves- so there was just a lot of people there mostly. There was one guy who was standing on his surfboard and rowing himself with a paddle. That's one way to do it! The water really was perfect, it wasn't to cold and also the waves were minimal so it was easy to hang out in. After the beach we met up with Jill, Brent and the two boys and went to the Sunset bar and grill (finally) for lunch. It was just great! The weather was perfect, we got a table near the water and the food was good. I got my crab... that's all I really wanted. After that we went back to the property for one last ride on the 4 wheelers for Ryan and Brent and got to visit with some friends of Brent's business partner and his wife. We left shortly after that to drive home. Which seemed like it took FOREVER, when in all reality- it didn't. It was just WAY TOO LATE... and 6 hours of sleep for a pregnant lady is not a good idea. Anyway- we realized that after this trip, we'll have been to three coasts this year! We sure have been lucky to travel as much as we have- and we've still got one more trip left! Home to Utah for Thanksgiving!

SLIDE SHOW!!!

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I thought I'd start feeling better since tomorrow marks my graduation from 1st trimester to 2nd. I guess not, well- I guess I should still give it some time. It just wont magically happen once the clock turns 12. I tell you what though, for all you pregnant ladies out there that are feeling sick today- my saving grace this morning has been Schweppes Raspberry Ginger Ale. We're leaving for our trip today, so we were sort of up late last night getting ready for the trip. Well this morning I woke up just exhausted and not feeling great... headache and all. And since Ryan is picking me up from work around lunch time- he was taking me to work too. And as I was picking up my purse to walk out the door... uh oh... had to run to the bathroom. Praying to the porcelain god right as I'm leaving for work isn't fun, and sure doesn't help motivate me to work on a day I really don't want to anyway. So, thank you Schweppes for starting to make me feel a little better.
• Try ginger, an alternative remedy thought to settle the stomach and help quell queasiness. See if you can find ginger ale made with real ginger. (Most supermarket ginger ales aren't.) Grate some fresh ginger into hot water to make ginger tea, or see if ginger candies help.

I have a feeling this is going to be an annual trip...

Which is totally fine with me! This is the third year in a row that my Labor Day weekend is spent in Cocoa Beach, FL with Jill and Brent Woodson. Last year Ry and I made our way down there in the Cadi and this year we're taking the new ride! We're leaving the little doggy Ally with my in-laws to play for the weekend, I'm sure she'll get spoiled to death! But she's still too little and a little unsure of car rides just yet to be taking a road trip. We'll get her there though. Anyway- I'm not too excited about the long car ride, but really excited to see Jill, go to the beach, eat at my FAVORITE seafood restaurant- probably EVER, and relax! We also get to see Jill's new little baby Ian and play with Seth, and her hubby Brent too- so that'll be lots of fun too! I'll be sure to post pictures! You know me, now would I let you down with the pictures? Peace.

I love my sister. She cracks me up.

In real life (not in the above warped world she was temporarily in) she's a beautiful, smart, intellectual, sexy woman... I promise. Oh, and FUNNY too. Can't you tell?

Happy Birthday sis! We LOVE YOU! (Yes, even Ryan does!)

We haven't named it yet...

We got a "family car" last week! SOOOOO much better then the previous vehicle! A two door Dodge Neon just wasn't going to cut it with a pregnant belly and then eventually a baby in a car seat, no sir. Ryan spoiled me and let me pick this car, well he liked the looks of it too- he just might not readily admit it. He REALLY wanted an Accord- but instead we got the 2007 Honda CRV. Don't know if you can tell, but it's light blue and we added leather seats for Ryan's comfort and the ease of messy baby cleanups... or just messy cleanups in general! We were blessed to have a friend who needed to purchase a vehicle right away, so we sold him our Neon and are using the money to fix Ryan's truck up! Anyway- we LOVE this car and feel really lucky to have it! Isn't it pretty? Why thank you!

I don't know, maybe it's my hormones- but I was touched yesterday in Sacrament meeting. There was a teenager with a very good voice that sang a solo. He sang a rendition of “I Know That My Redeemer Lives”. And he sang it with heart and sounded very good. I love that hymn and so I was already very touched by the Spirit- and then the last verse they had us sing along, but I couldn’t because I get all choked up and emotional because the Spirit was so strong. It's difficult for me to sing when I'm touched like that, because frankly I'll just start bawling! Plus, that's my favorite verse in the song because the words are so strong and true, and when you sing it- you have no doubt that what you are saying is what you feel and that it's the TRUTH. Then on top of it- there was a sweet little girl sitting behind us that couldn’t have been more than 5 or 6 that started singing and knew all the words! It was the sweetest and more precious thing ever. It just really touched me that a small child was singing the words to “I know that my Redeemer lives…” and it's not even a primary song! It was a good example to me. I hope my kids have that testimony too at such a young age. And I hope that I am a good example to them in that sense so they are taught right.

He lives! All glory to his name! He lives, my Savior, still the same. Oh, sweet the joy this sentence gives:“I know that my Redeemer lives!” He lives! All glory to his name! He lives, my Savior, still the same. Oh, sweet the joy this sentence gives: “I know that my Redeemer lives!”

I was hoping I'd escape, but Laurie got me...

JOBS I’VE HAD:
produce/floral dept at Albertson's
customer counter at Pizza Hut
telemarketing
daycare
several photo labs
sales support (this is my third job doing it)

MOVIES I CAN WATCH OVER AND OVER:
So I Married an Axe Murderer
Steele Magnolias
50 First Dates
Fun with Dick and Jane (the new one)
Flushed Away
Peter Pan

MY GUILTY PLEASURES:
Coffee ice cream (of course not right now), TLC shows, chocolate chip cookies, So You Think You Can Dance

PLACES I’D LIKE TO VISIT:
South Africa, Hawaii, Vermont and most of the Eastern U.S., the Caribbean, Canada, Ireland.

SHOWS I ENJOY:
Today Show, What Not to Wear, Dog the Bounty Hunter(ha, ha), home improvement shows, Singing Bee, House, CSI.

WHAT WERE THE FIRST THINGS YOU THOUGHT OF WHEN YOU SAW YOUR SIGNIFICANT OTHER FOR THE FIRST TIME?
I thought he was cute and quiet and super friendly

PLACES I HAVE BEEN ON VACATION:
Europe, California, Florida, Arizona (I used to live there I know...), Oregon.

FAVORITE FOODS:
I like a plethora of things; Chicken Tikka Masala, Pad Thai, Spaghetti, homemade Clam Chowder, a good salad- the list could go on.

WEBSITES I VISIT DAILY:
Hotmail, Yahoo, Facebook, news and blogs.

BODY PARTS I HAVE INJURED:
hmm, I've never broken anything except for maybe a toe. I thought I broke my tailbone once when I was standing on top of a pointed rocked and slipped and crotched it. OUCH.

AWARDS I HAVE WON:
Employee of the month a couple times
I got some Yearbook awards in High School
I'm sure some in Elementary school I don't remember what though.

NICKNAMES I’VE BEEN CALLED:
littleone, Hux, Huxtable, Huxy-wuxy, Leather, tiny, peanut, littlefoot, pint size, short stop... notice a trend here?

TAG YOU’RE IT:
Nah, only if you want to and you're bored.

Oh happy day... I no longer have to listen to loud spanish lady anymore! Well, I can still hear her technically, but only from a distance! I moved cubes! Thank you boss!

Be Still My Beating Heart

We went to the doc's today for my regular visit. We started off the day thinking Ryan wasn't going to be able to come, but because I had a feeling we would get to hear the heartbeat- I really wanted him there. So the love that he is worked it out so he could leave work early and come with me! We had the regular check up and the doc said I should start feeling better in a couple of weeks. And then we went to the ultra sound room and after a long wait, heard the baby's little heart beating! Can you believe that it was 178 bpm!? Amazing! We could even see it moving around a little! I could've sat there all day and listened to it! Too bad it was just for like 45 seonds.

It's such a miracle thought and I feel so fortunate to have this experience even though at times (like yesterday and today) I feel like doodoo! It's worth it just knowing what I get to be doing! So, so far the baby is healthy, moving and growing and developing! This is good news! Yay for our little peanut!

Baby's first haircut

Ally got her first haircut today.

the baby ewok before.

the baby ewok with revealed stripes after.

(first blog post done by ryan)

Day off...

So, I had to take a day off... called in sick. I think that I'm just really tired and therefore not really feeling spectacular. I mean, honestly- I could feel worse and I am so grateful that it's not worse. The doctor gave me a bunch of prenatal pill samples and I'm down to my last packet, and well- I'm glad I saved it for last because it makes me feel like POOP instantly. I called the doc to get a prescription for one I know my body can handle- but it wont be ready until tonight. So I took this horrid pill before bed last night (which I usually try to take with dinner, it just settles better- but forgot) and it made me feel so sick. So when I woke up this morning I already didn't feel great and Ryan was in the bathroom getting ready and coughing while brushing his teeth or something and well, it triggered my gag reflex and sent me kicking him out of the bathroom so I could throw up! HA! I've never laughed while throwing up before... another reason to love my husband! It was quite comedic the whole event... but left me feeling icky and worse.
Anyway- that's part of the reason I stayed home. I feel a sinus infection coming on or they say on the news that the heat and the air quality are making people have a reaction that seems like cold or something. THAT and well... I am just really sick of work. My senses are heightened and people bug me and the noise is too much. I'm sick of being on the phone and I'm just TIRED. I just needed an alone day. Just me and Ally.
But I got a little video clip of that loud Spanish lady that sits next to me so you understand. I mean, it's really different and much louder when you sit on the other side of the cube wall from her... but you'll get the picture. Also, the phone is ringing which means someone has to answer it and that person COULD be me and so her in the back ground, someone on the phone and OTHER loud coworkers sometimes is too much. That and the gray cube walls were starting to depress me a little. My bed is so much more comfortable!
Turn it up I guess. You can hear her accent too.

So we say goodbye to an era in our lives... or, I should say a friend. Andrea left us this weekend for a new and exciting adventure in Houston! We all are very happy for her, but will miss her lots. We had a fun party for her though, and hope she'll stop by and visit again soon!

my natural highs

There are times when I wonder what this world is coming to because of all the negative and sad things I hear on the news or see on the TV in general. And there are days where I think that nothing more could go wrong or when I just don't feel especially happy. But today I really enjoyed reading Sara's blog because it made me remember that there are SO many wonderful things in life not only to be grateful for, but to look forward to. So I'm going to change my outlook on life today and make a list of my "natural highs" or things that just plain and simply make me happy and allow me to look forward to life in general! I'm sure I'll forget things or have to stop at some point.

1. Ryan's smile and laugh and his love
2. making homemade chocolate chip cookies
3. camping
4. doing really good service
5. feeling the Spirit at Church
6. being with my family (both of them)
7. taking an invigorating walk
8. a good night's sleep
9. a yummy crunchy gala apple
10. rain storms
11. hugs
12. getting my hair done, cut and colored
13. Christmas time; buying and decorating the tree, buying presents, the smells and songs and happiness.
14. when it snows at night and the sky is pink and everything is quiet.
15. food (when I'm not in my first trimester of pregnancy)
16. good music
17. laughing hard! So hard you can't breath and tears well up in your eyes!
18. knowing I'm a mommy
19. traveling (well, not the actual traveling necessarily- but getting to see new places!)
20. sex (I'm sorry, I had to put it! I'm just being honest!)
21. the ocean
22. the mountains
23. cooking and people liking it
24. beautiful photography
25. thinking about my baby's toes and fingers and what and who it will look like
26. swimming
27. good friends to laugh with and lean on
28. watching the earth turn green in the Spring
29. seeing how much my parents love each other
30. going to the temple

Yikes...

I was just going through the pictures in my cell phone and found this! I totally forgot about it too! When we were in Cali we stopped at a Carl's Jr with Travis and these two lovebirds came in! No he's not wearing a shirt, yes his girlfriend has her hand in his butt pocket, and yes she's taller than he is... and yes, that's Ryan pretending to pose so I could take the picture! Ha! Even Travis was hoping I'd see them! Quite the couple eh?!

You must be sick of seeing the ugly pregnant cave woman picture by now eh? Well... I still sort of feel like that, although so far this week has been A LOT better than last. My doctor's office gave me a bunch of prenatal pill samples that I've been circulating through and I think certain ones make me feel a certain way- most often worse than I already feel. I'm so tired today though- I wish more than anything I had a day off in the middle of the week to rest and rejuvenate. I could really use it today! Because when I get tired like this, I really don't feel or function well.
We went to Babies R Us this weekend and found a bed set that we really like. I figured it works for both a boy or a girl, and I think it's adorable! We'll probably paint the room a light yellow- pretty understated. We didn't buy it the set yet, we did buy the light switch plate though just for inspiration on color. It made me really happy and excited to see all the things we get to buy for this little one! I have to remember not to get too anxious to get stuff just yet though... but there's no hurt in looking! We found a stroller/car seat that we really like that we'll probably get too. We're still looking around at cribs since we have plenty of time- so we probably wont buy the bed set until then. I did buy some onesies today... there were three neutral colored ones for $1.48 on clearance at Target. I couldn't resist! And my mom recommended that I start buying diapers a little at a time because they get pricey. So I bought some newborn diapers my friend suggested. It's exciting!
Well, I've been writing this all day... I guess I can post it now. We're hoping to go to Florida to see our friends Jill and Brent and their two boys for Labor Day weekend! My only debate is either flying (which isn't too bad price wise) or renting a car and driving 7-8 hours... I think I choose the first!